Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Good day

I have stopped blogging these days, but today I had a wonderful day and so I shall write.


I didn't go to office today as I had a meeting with a corporate in Saket. Got through with it by 1 and then wandered aimlessly in the Select City Walk mall while eating a delicious butter scotch cup! I then left for Adhchini to meet a friend at his house. Killed time for a few hours and left at 4. As I left, i received an unexpected payment from an unexpected client :) 


Luckily, earlier in the day Maulein had messaged me, and so I had already decided to leave early so that we could meet. For starters, Maulein was one of the dearest friends I made at Aricent - my first job. (ref: the post I wrote when she left). She got married in Dec 2009 and we had not met since then. Until today. After 2 and a half years!!


She was radiant as ever, fluffy as ever :P and she was charming as ever :) I felt so awkward meeting her after so many years. Didn't know how to meet her, what to say. But then with such good friends, there is never any awkwardness :) She came to meet me at the metro station and we clapped our hands just like old times :D The next 2 hours, we just talked. Like we had never separated! It was so awesome. When we left, i luckily met Varun (her husband and our Aricent mate) and we talked more. Finally i left for home. 
I wonder when i'll see her again. I hope soon. 


But this meeting made my day. I was really happy. I then caught the metro and came back home. Even happier :) Then, went out with Kunal and discussed crap while the weather turned awesome after a hot-as-hell day! Then me and my sisters had dinner together while we watched an old classic - Naseeb, and now I am going to sleep :)

Monday, June 25, 2012

Love again

I have fallen in love with her again. I am a selfish man and I fall for beauty. I will look at every beautiful girl who passes by me (well I am a man!). But not anymore. I don't know what she has done to herself, but everytime I see her I fall head over heels. These days I just look at the pretty faces in the crowd and reject them thinking, "naah, not even close to her!"


Last thursday I called her to my office. She refused and I fought. She does these silly things and is almost always illogical. I hate it. But then she made up for it. She did come and as soon as she entered, I lost my breath. I knew people around would stare at her. I wanted everyone to. "She's MY girlfriend".


I don't know what it is. Sometimes I want to write a book on her. but the very next moment we fight. I never get to go out with her. I really want to, and this angers me more than anything. But I am sure her reasons are valid. I hope things change soon. She stays very stressed sometimes and I know she needs my support. But she never says it. and she never tells me if she is bothered by something. Always keeps it inside her. and that makes me want to be with her even more. 


These days I just keep looking at her pictures and keep waiting for the moment we meet. We don't talk much on the phone too. It is just that brief period I spend with her that makes my day. Sometimes we talk, sometimes we just listen to songs. Sometimes we fight and leave! But I love her. I always have. For what she is, for what I am when I am with her. 


I just can't wait to meet her soon.