shit happens!

so the other day i went to watch a play. an aptly titled play! this was the first time i was watching a play. the tickets were on me and i think none of us was actually in a mood to go. so i really hoped the play wud better be good. and by god wasn't i delighted! the play was awesome. beyond my imagination. after 1.5 hrs my mouth was literally paining cz of all the laughs. i jumped in my seat, clapped loud, laughed like anything and gasped at the sheer holy god amazingness of the act. shit happens was shitty. full of chaos, drama, confusion, item numbers, 20 year olds, 50 year olds and some serious hilarious shit! n all in just 1.5 hrs. no intermission. wow.

movies suck. trust me. they are fake. plays? plays rock. no makeup. pure acting. no breaks. just you and the audience. audience is involved in the act. we dont just sit around and see! we participate. atleast react. even with the chaos that was created on stage that day, i was awestruck by the talent of the cast, their acting, remembering those loooooong dialogues and delivering them with such panache. it was awesome. you cannot find this in the movies. movies are unreal. they create a world which is not there. plays keep you grounded where you are. and expose you to the real life. it might be funny at times and sad at others. nevertheless it is real. movies are just so perfect you know. everything is in place. no flaws. plays? well plays are still better. cz in theatre, as in real life, shit happens!

chain reaction

saxo triggered it..nagar put in some more electrodes and it started. friends began to part. maulein followed soon and now me and nischal. its like we were put in this place for 2 years to find all the friends we could cz after that we were going to move away. now ive moved away frm 2 of my best buddies who're still there. vershney dude i'm going to miss u buddy. i had never, in my wildest dreams, imagined that i would find 3 dogs just like me, that too in my job! saxo deepak and vershney. kaminey!

after saxo and deepak, vershney was the only partner i got. similar tastes similar reactions similar everythings. i'm sure our undies would be similar! its like we were bros who got lost in some -ya, you know it - mela and met after 23 years. huffing and puffing we would run behind 'cars', party and fuck life. the only thing he was, left of this quicksand full of pigs who were ready to drown in it and pull anyone coming close. but even i had no other option but to leave this hole. i didnt want to drown. vershney buddy, you dont need to either. get out of it, you've held longer than required. and so does my other friend. get a life both of you. there is a better world outside of here. stop making yourself realise that the work is good. it is not! look at people half talented earning 10times as you. fuck the promotion. MONEY is everything - THAT is the reality. get some man.

atleast i wanto. i am not going to think about frnds now. not anymore. i found who all i had to. it has to be MY life now. i'll live hw i wanto. and i''ll do what i wanto. afterall, i aint gonna live forever.