the Hangover

here is a list of things which happen to you after a night long session

1. you try to remember who all were there !!

2. you try to remember what all was there ;)

3. you try to remember what all shit came out of your mouth

4. you try to sleep, but you can't

5. you try to eat, but your appetite eludes you

6. and then finally, you try to write..and half an hr into writing the first 6 lines..you give up..

reaching there..slowly..

i sit here in my room..listening to taylor swift..feeling light and heavy at the same time..wondering a lot..i close my eyes and a flashback starts..flashes of the not so distant past..and the first thing i realize is that i haven't been on a night's drive in so many months..and now that i think of going, it feels like a nightmare..who wants to get stuck in a jam..better think about it and write a post which noone would read!


life has become a routine..tasks which you do everyday..at the same time, for the same duration..how much time does it take for a person to get bored of doing the same thing over and over again?! let me see..i got bored of school in 10th..in fact i got fed up..so fed up that the next 2 years i didnt talk to anyone..i would go to school to argue with teachers, solve some physics and chase that so beautiful english teacher of the senior section, miss anjali..that drove me for 2 years..just before the boards i heard she got married..and that broke my heart..and school for me was over..


in college my excitement span lasted 3 years..though there were always some beautiful girls to chase, i gradually realised that either you were born with a girlfriend or you die without one! by the 4th year, i was desperate to get out of dce..(and now i regret that more than anything else!!..see thats what happens with me)..


i joined my first company..and all looked well..but as i realized, the enthusiasm span was decreasing further..this time girls didn't matter..ummm..well..more than that life itself started to matter..in 1 and a half years, the sulking started..i dragged on for another year and now i am at another place..


the span? well its been 7 months and the signs are showing :) 


so the picture is pretty much clear..10, 3, 1.5, 7/12..what is next? i wonder..and in that wonderment i listen to taylor swift..as another day begins..

the memories shall always remain

A Mr. Stephen William Hawking recently declared that god doesn't play dice with the world, because he doesn't exist. how do we then explain the crazy world we live in. well i like to believe that god or some super natural form does exist and whatever it is, it surely plays dice and is really bad at it! definitely not a winner. 


because my super fucked up week (a result of 1s perhaps) turned upside down (rather downside up) to a super-duper awesome week's end (nothing less than 6s i am sure), i have reason to believe that yesterday was one of those day's the "IT" was out partying with buddies playing yahtzee. and for a change, IT won! so did i :)


i am not going to write another piece about my best friends. i have written a lot. and i am not going to wish that i get such nice evenings with them every now and then. i dont. excess of everything kills it. but when i wake up the following mornings, i get a sense of that emptiness. like its over. like why does a good time have to end. like what am i going to do today! another days of 3s, i guess or 2s? whatever it is..the memories will remain. the memories will keep me smiling. :)